me, i'm pain

Tired of crying for people who don’t even care
For people that ain’t even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don’t know
I only know it ain’t fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I’m just a kid
This shit getting old and I’m only a kid
Tired of this, tired of that
What does she see in me? My heart is black
Walk out of class and I go to a stall and I cry
When I have a panic attack
But nobody knows about that
Cause I don’t feel close enough to open up
My day has already turned bad
17 minutes ago just woke up
I don’t blame God for not coming from Heaven to save us
Cause we don’t deserve a damn thing
How could we go to a place thats supposed to be perfect
We can’t even learn how to change
Use your brain, we’re all the same
Only together can we get through pain
Too many people give up on their dreams
Too many people give all for some fame
Mom can you stop asking what happend to all of my friends
I don’t even know
This is my world, don’t try to get in
I don’t want anyone getting too close
Not even you, not even her
Not even me cause I’m not even sure
I kept it real, but you never were
Tired of crying for people who don’t even care
For people that ain’t even there
Why does life work in the way does? I don’t know
I only know it ain’t fair
But maybe it is, cause thats how it is
Why do I feel like this? I’m just a kid
This shit getting old and I’m only a kid
Waking up, space I’m taking up
Late school work, I’m not making up
Might be fucking up but I don’t care enough
Cause the love I need ain’t there enough
Suck it up, stop giving up
You little stupid fuck, why don’t you give a fuck?
Life is fucking tough, road’s fucking rough
Stop tripping out and quit tearing up
Let me in it’s been too long
I’m sick of this, I’m sick of songs
This is not where we belong
Leave him behind and take me along
I don’t like that normal shit
I fucking hate that formal shit
I like my abnormalness
Can’t we just come to an armistice
If I don’t tell you how I feel don’t assume that you know how I feel
If I tell you that I’m depressed don’t you tell me that shit isnt real
If I don’t tell you how I feel don’t assume that you know how I feel
If I tell you that I’m depressed don’t you tell me that shit isnt real