i'm too busy in despair.

Everyday I wake up, same old shit
Same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke, still sad, still real feelings hid
I ain’t got a job I’ma be a fucking bum
Still broke, still sad, still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn view
Hate it that I have created this world that I’m in
And I cannot erase it
Yeah I make music but that’s fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it
I’m in despair hit me up when I am not
There ain’t no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I don’t give a fuck if my brain gonna rot
Broke is expensive and I can’t afford
Unknxwn. ain’t the person that you should adore
Every night when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more
I’m a sad piece of shit
I ain’t gon' never get me a bitch
I ain’t gon' never feel any bliss
If I took my life I don’t think I’d be missed
We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Ain’t gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills
I’m in despair hit me up when I’m not
There ain’t no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I don’t give a fuck if my brain gonna rot