pathetic aesthetic

I thought I moved on, thought I forgave
But the shit that you done still stuck in my way
Tried to ignore and I tried to escape
But I still think about your touch everyday
Still think about what I could of changed
You were the reason my soul got saved
I try to find love but I retreat to the fact
That I know no one else is the same
Maybe that’s good that you’re one of kind
But I swear on my life you won’t get out my mind
I thought I let you out but when I walked away
You were standing on the other side
And I can’t lie, if you came back
With all of the knives in mine
I’d still have yours, because I never lied
That you were the love I was dying to find
Will I ever move on?
I can’t get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna, you’re my last light
Look what you’ve done
I know something’s not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high
Fuck it, I’m stressed again
I don’t who you been messing with
I thought that you were my medicine
But it don’t seem like you heaven sent
But for your love I’m hellbent
I’m so selfish, I want you all to myself
But it don’t seem if that’s it
So I think I’mma just take you to my little hell
I think my mind gone bad, I’m so sad
You think you leaving me? Not so fast
«Yo shit man, why so rash?»
I guess we all want the shit we ain’t have
This ain’t aesthetic, it’s fucking pathetic
You think it’s a trend, you gone fucking regret it
I can burn all of you down to the filter
I say the words of a mouth with no filter
Will I ever move on?
I can’t get you out my head
I think a screws gone
Luna, you’re my last light
Look what you’ve done
I know something’s not right
Looking for a new one
Chasing at my last high (x2)