lovesick.

Pain inside, I’m not alright, I’d rather die than to be alive
Every time I see the light, I get thrown back to darker side
What’s wrong with this mind of mine? Heaven’s gone, I’ll never find
I want love but never mind, cause it always leaves me less than fine
I’m never getting better, since I lost her can’t forget her
Let my thoughts out on my twitter, then delete 'em when I’m not as bitter
She don’t care, I know that, if she did wouldn’t of wrote that
Or maybe I’m just so fucked that I fuck everything I have up
On the edge, please don’t lie
I might fucking go psycho
Voice in my head, God oh my
Telling me things that I don’t like no
Try to ignore what I think I’ll do
But one day I might just be through
Either on me or all on you
I think I need help, don’t what to do
If you think I’m just making songs for the fun
Come and meet me, I’ll show you what I’m on
Don’t believe me, I’ma show you that you wrong
Then you’ll just be another part of my song
To the ones that wanna be friends
Don’t try cause It always just ends
To the girls that wanna try and love me
I’m telling you now don’t trust me
Gave my heart to one girl
She made me feel fucking stupid
Told everyone she was my world
Ran to her love, she fucking juked it
But I will always have love for her
She the one only that helped me through it
Girl you got me lovesick
Now I’m all alone just fucking puking