RED!

Black and red behind my eyelids
I feel dead, no I don’t like this
«Ken, oh Ken, how could you write this?»
This is how it is in my head
I don’t talk about it too much
Every time I have it’s too much
They all think this don’t exist
When the life so bad you don’t even wanna live
I’mma let you know right now that it does though
«Get up off your ass, everybody got it tough bro»
Don’t do me like that cause I swear I’ve had enough yo
Fuck you, fuck this, fuck love, and fuck hope
I feel hate invading every part of me that makes me
Just like you, like her, like all
I don’t think this mask gone last for long
It’ll fall
I’mma lose my mind and rip it off
I’mma show a side that’s held it all
Inside and wants to make you feel
How the world made me feel
Can’t sleep, can’t eat, can’t do shit
Don’t talk to me, I’m too pissed
Wait, talk to me, I need it
I’m someone someone’s leaving
I don’t get it, I’m not such a bad guy
Everybody winning, I don’t know what that’s like
Ain’t nobody listen, when I stayed like close by
Now they wanna listen cause they see my stats high
Back the fuck up from me
I can feel, your aura’s phony
I just wanna not be lonely
Heart Montana, no not Tony
I’m so cold
This is getting old
«Ken, are you okay? I heard your song and I don’t know»
«I think you need help»
This is all that really helps