Paranoid

You want a happy rap but my life ain’t pretty
Been to hell and back but exceeded plenty
My friends are gone it’s dark and pity
When I look in the mirror see the odds against me
I’m losing grip think I need my fix
Lucifer’s banging at my door
I sacrificed for this music shit
But I promised that I wouldn’t sell my soul
Wont turn to drugs I’m off of that
I paved my own lane you can feel my wrath
Anybody got a problem they can kiss my ass
Cause I’m on the rise now no turning back
My doctor said I need some help
Take a pill see a therapist
Lets have a chat wanna talk about it?
Rather pull the trigger no thank you bitch
I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need
Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me
I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon
No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
Back to work staying on my grind
Some will hate but I pay no mind
I’m optimistic that I’m young and gifted
See time has shifted gonna take whats mine
I’m on the edge feel I might just snap
You don’t like me? Cool, well I don’t either
I’ve been detached an insomniac
I’m making moves while you on the bleachers
Everybody saying that I made a change
Of course why the hell would I just stay the same
No pat on the back in this rap game
Tryna be the Lil Pump to the Gucci Gang
Hello demons, we meet again
My misery loves company
Can’t get to sleep sounds obsolete
Are they watching me? God damn it man
I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need
Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me
I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon
No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
I just need some space so I can think, I can think
Cause my patience as of late been running thin, running thin
Could care less if you don’t like me how I feel, that’s the deal
Made a promise that I’ll always keep it real, keep it real
I’ve been losing faith but hoping for some better days
People say they’ll never switch up on you then they walk away
Here we go again stuck up in a vicious cycle
Better watch your back cause even Satan used to be an angel
I’ve been looking for the motivation that I need
Not to crumble cause my mind has just been killing me
I’ve been waiting for my moment feel its coming soon
No matter what gets in the way I swear I’m pushing through
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise
I’m paranoid, paranoid
These demons are the reason that I’m never poised
I’m paranoid, paranoid
I panic over every little scary noise