Star

Months have passed and here I am still thinking of you
What is it that I’m missing, is it actually you?
Or am I just feeling guilty for acting so cold?
Am I missing the love that you now deprive my soul?
If I got this heat from somebody new
Tell me would my thoughts still be cluttered with you?
As harsh as is it to say I only miss the way
The way that you treated me and the things you did
If I had the chance to go back
To the drunken nights, the highlights
The nights where you were all over me, alcohol in my bloodstream
You always knew how to please me
Because you were in Hollywood and you were the star of the show
But that’s a place never again you will go
You thought you could do better than me
But baby
Call it misdirected anger as an excuse for the reaction
But you committed an act of cowardice by ending it via message
Sure «I'm irrational» when I was treated with a lack of respect
But as long as you’re happy now
Oh I can provide every girl’s dream
Of singing them to sleep with a melody
Handcrafted for them especially
But you always found that «too intense»
Good thing we said good riddance to you and I