I'm Sorry

I’ll never forget the feeling I had that first night
We never exactly locked eyes but I felt our world’s collide
And I embraced the chemistry as it tore it’s way through my body
And we spent hours and hours and hours in each other’s company
As the weeks progressed
I got this aching in my chest
I felt as if I was meant to be with you
And everything finally made sense
But when the time finally arrived
Where you were done with meeting my eyes
I wasn’t surprised to find
I wasn’t everything you searched for
So I put pressure on myself
To explain why I was the way I was
I feared everything about us
But you’ve heard this same story more than once
I hate the fact that you’re now gone
Another lost one to add to the books
And now I regret how I deprived you of what you deserved
I guess all I can be is honest with you
I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you want
Now every moment we spend apart I spend missing you
Because my worries pushed you away and I regret that too
And I could never face up to you after tonight
Because I once saw the stars in your eyes and now that’s all gone
And I’m feeling so empty as I say goodnight for the last time
Because I left it up to you, I guess this is goodbye
I’ll never forget the feeling I had that first night
And it’s making this harder because I still feel it tonight
Never again will I look deep into your eyes or feel our worlds collide
Because I wasn’t the one you wanted by your side