Perdition

I’m off the dome
I’ve been alone
I’ve been a stoner
Probably die alone not sober
Probably never end this zone
But hold my own against my own
Copping zans, dirty sodas
Roam with villains, coma witches
Tasting sickness, secret mistress
Salsipotent, sanctimonious
Binge and purge to soothe the searings
Nerves are healing
Struggle with revealing
Scores of fucked up dealings
Miss my bliss like Sisyphus
Villain like Odysseus
Symptoms of a mental split from fucking with relationships I’m scarred
What do you want from me?
What do you offer me?
Dark places I’ll take you there
Slicing throats I’ll leave you there
You’ll feel saran, I’ll feel serene
My crime scenes are so fucking clean
Silence screams, adrenaline fiend
Flocks of crows still flock to me
Heart still screams «dismember me»
But wells run dry eventually
Finding parts of you in places that I never thought I left
Helter skelter taught me leave my mark to mark my kiss of death
Symptoms of a guilty man with all the skills to leave my brand
Demon sent, unrepent I’ll take you through my plans again
Lead you through my labyrinth ‘til I can feel myself again
Bleed you then release you when every single drop is spent
Breathe again, this is just the first event
Don’t scream again
This is just my means to end
‘til then