Lucky Number 6

Roll the dice, bet I fall in love again
Lucky number 6 drown my fears like a medicine
Head’s full of isotopes and skeletons
Scrapin' on the walls of my psyche
Screamin' «Let me In, let me in, I’ll never sin»
My pupils dilate, I’m wide awake
There’s no escape from tidal waves
Captive weights or captive waits?
You’re mine to take
Searching for a light to break
The darkness that I’ve made
Flirted with disaster
Let’s just keep it vague, is that okay?
Subtle games I’ve come to find
Infiltrate unwilling minds
Even if it’s mine
I’ve never built defenses in time
But I can’t pretend I’m fine
Never really getting in your mind
Inception happens all the time
It’s quite alright I’ve come to find
Bathed in all my hell again, irrelevant
Cognizant that it’s so repetitive
Feeling like the devil’s twin
Rituals of mine that I’ve long since imbibed
Confide and then incise just to take a look inside
Firefights I’ve fought in
Chasing yet another toxin
Toxic lips make me numb and sick
Rip another stitch
Coughing fits from a few more hits
Torn to bits by your scent
Cute but militant
Sip another stimulant
I’ll never let you in, I’ll never let you win
I’ll never sleep again but I’ll never let you win