Excoriation For Dummies

My skin is full of scabs and sores
I pick at till my face feels numb
I stick my fingers in my pores
And scrape until i hit my skull
I pluck my lashes from my eyes
Until my eyelids hurt and throb
Until i cannot see
And dirt fills my eye socket up
I bite at my gums and inner cheeks
Until the blood is steaming hot
It threatens to run down my chin
And fill up my red papercup
I pull the dry skin of my lips
Until they are an open wound
And everything just burns to shit
And i cannot sit still
I pluck and pull and rub and tear and scratch and scratch and circumvent
I punch and yank and overshare and latch and hatch and hate myself
I overrule the final judge i get to heaven warts and all
He opens up my case but its a billion pages long
I pull at all the ingrown hairs
With tweezers or my fingernails
I bite them down until they are
A stumpy little nothingness
I squeeze at every fingertip
Until infected pus drips out
And mixes with the blood so its a
Swirl of yellow red and white
My hair is full of lice and bugs
And oil that drips from every strand
I pull the living creatures out
And hope that you will understand
I dont do stuff that hurts me
Because i dont respect myself
Because when it comes to hurting
I am actually the best
I pluck and pull and rub and tear and scratch and scratch and circumvent
I punch and yank and overshare and latch and hatch and hate myself
I overrule the final judge i get to heaven warts and all
He opens up my case but its a billion pages long