keep it a buck, im lonely af

Lookin' at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I’ma disappear when they need me the most
Catch me flyin' out to LA
Runnin' round these fuckin' circles
Got a smile that’s deceiving
You can hear it in my vocals
I been cryin' in my bedroom
I been dyin' just to see you
Can I get over this hurdle?
Or will I fall and crack my skull?
Lookin at the ground and I see your face
Nobodies around when I need em the most
Everybody treats me like a ghost
So I’ma disappear when they need me the most
I’ll be good enough for ya one day
But for now I’ll sit here waitin'
Hoping this will work its way out
But I doubt it, I’m decaying
Wish my life had some more meanin'
Wish these pills would fuckin' work
Wish my head wasn’t so fucked up
Wish these feelings didn’t hurt