sorry i couldn't live up to the hype

If you feel me pushing away
You better pull back harder
Or let me go
Yeah I’m convinced
That every tear you cry
Was just another step
To get into the back of my mind
Into the back of my mind
Become comfortable
With the way that my head tilts
Whenever I’m stressin' out
What am I not stressed about?
My head is full of doubt
So I can’t let you in
I’m crying out your name
Like it hurts to say
I’ll never love again
That’s why I’m in a mode of self-defense
My selfish tense
Like I’m on the fence
What’s left is right
You’re not in sight
Don’t need to know
What you do when you’re alone at night
I’ll take my chances
Ignore my heart
Too fucked up
To even give a shit
All my life
I’ve been doing the right things the wrong way
So I’ll take time and do things my way
But you still got my heart wrapped up
Like the cellophane on my cigarette pack
Still got me fucked up
Like I’m not loved
What you still say
Got me fucked up, aye
I’m so disappointing
I’m such a disappointment
I’m so disappointing
I’m such a disappointment
(You say that you love me)
I’m so disappointing
(But I don’t know if I feel the same)
I’m such a disappointment
(You say that you love me)
I’m so disappointing
(But I don’t know if I feel the same)
I’m such a disappointment