the end of the summer

Am I on your mind while he’s in your bedroom?
Bet u never lied unless u had to
Give it time maybe I’ll fade away
I’ll get mine while u conjure some space
And a heart to replace me
If you can wait till the end of the summer
You call me up and we can ride for each other
Same boy with the red rose tattoo
Black soul and he come with the bad news
Just wait till the end of the night
I’m wid awake with the 9 held tight
Sam voices in my head tryin' to lead me to the end
I was always in the background
Now I’m tryna step out
You can see it on her face, it ain’t easy to forget
Still tryna die but this money on my head
Tell me whatchu want I can prolly understand
You take away the pain
The moments that we’d waste away
Could last me for a lifetime
Don’t think twice
Baby you’re all that’s right
I’ll take my life for you
I hope you hear this song and start to notice
My hearts on call for only you
My hand is steady, and my aim is focused
You’re bulletproof, so what else can I do?
He can’t give you what I got
I’ll make you feel like you never had a lot
And before u know it
Another side of me appears and I’m nothing to you
I’ll make it easy
Just come back to me like I know that you want to
Still hear you breathing
Like you’re right here beside me
The stars ain’t aligning for me, you’re leaving
Yeah, we’ve been here before
You make me feel so worthless and lame
Keep dreamin', that’s the only time you’ll see me
Till I’m forever stuck in my grave
I can’t take this no more
These selfish games take there toll
But who’s to blame for this shit, when my life’s fadin' so quick?