Quadrant

I can hate you, blame you, curse your name
Say that things won’t be the same
I’m leaving, you’ll never see me again
This is goodbye, my friend
If I don’t feel the hate
I will just invalidate
The terrified screaming babe
The weeping child who’s been betrayed
Discerning all of my sensations
Turning ‘round to face within
I’m hoping I can find the patience
To hold this without caving in
I’m earning all of my redemption
I’m paying with my suffering
I’m making pain to justify this
Atone for my unconscious sins
Looking into your eyes
Hoping I can find
Someone to help me survive
Someone to keep me alive
Hold me in your arms
Please won’t you keep me breathing
Give to me all your fears
Tell me how I am wrong
Show me what it means
To be a human being
Human Being