Sure its some edgy cliché overly poetic bullshit but its still true

I don’t wanna be in Boston
I don’t wanna be near Boston no more
Wanna pack it all up and
Find a place that I can really feel at home
Used to be so trusting
Now I’m all just cynical and cold
I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
Lately, I feel so forgotten
This office chair slowly starts to rot into the floor
Used to show myself often
Say I wouldn’t be sad when they go
I don’t wanna keep bluffing, no
I don’t wanna be alone anymore
I don’t wanna die alone
Ay, ay, ay
I woke up so angry today
Walking 'round mad as a bitch for no reason
And I swear I can’t keep in place
Thought it’d go away with the season
But it’s not, it seems that it’s so easy
I remember '15 I was so beaming
I remember '16 I was so greedy
Now I see ghosts swimming go through these streets
I don’t got the option
I don’t got the option to go
I don’t wanna be bustin'
But sometimes you gotta put your foot down on the floor
If you ever wondering
If I ever get exhausted, I don’t
And when I’m done back
I’ll be scratching on my coffin for more
I don’t wanna be in Boston
I don’t wanna be near Boston no more
Wanna pack it all up and
Find a place that I can really feel at home
Used to be so trusting
Now I’m all just cynical and cold
I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
How could I be lost in your arms?
I’ll be right here, holding tight
How could I really know who you are?
I swear, I change my whole perspective every other night
Sometimes life just doesn’t give you the second to think twice
Sometimes you have to just roll the dice
I remember when we lost him
But I barely remember Boston no more
Lately, I feel so forgotten
This office chair slowly starts to rot into the floor
Used to show myself often
Say I wouldn’t be sad when they go
I don’t wanna keep bluffing, no
I don’t wanna be alone anymore
I don’t wanna die alone