little stone statue

Hey hey
I been pullin through
Why wassup w you?
Im unteachable
Seated in stone
Carcass past i reap and sew
Golden caps i took 3 o those
Brand new pack i breath in slow
So much smoke i couldn’t see thru the door
Theres closure
Ill never find and shit i dont need to know
Uuurg
I light up this cape on me and burn
I got so much weight on me it burst
Pictures of those days hit me in blurs
Man back in the days i was the worst
I still remeber when i heard about when
There was a village on the top of the mountain
I almost fell to the cold when i found it
But you if you saw it trust me its astounding
There was a tale of heartbreak and denial when
There once was someone that he let close around him
He closed himself off from fear of letdowns
And thus closed off love he would have found then
They just dont see it though
Why he always seem so low
Its insatiable
No signal up here im unreachable
Its nothing you need to know
Noone even knows me yeah thats me you know
Damn i used to think you didn’t love me enough
How much you hurt me shit i beleive you now
Im unteachable
Seated in stone
Carcassed past i reap and sew
Golden caps i took 3 o those
Brand new pack i breath in slow
So much smoke i couldn’t see thru the door
Theres closure
Ill never find and shit i dont need to know
Give me something tho say it straight
Give me somethin i can work with
Act like i did it on purpose
Like its all purpose
And its all just context
No its not all words said
We just all want purpose
We just all want purpose
We just all want purpose
Its a gift and a curse idk which side id put first
I know ill be searching
Till im in my hearse
Sometimes i feel like life plays out like its all rehearsed