nothings really everlasting

Grab my bag keys im home again im alone again
To the colder air im in the moment and im basking
It goes
Nothings really everlasting
I know
I get too caught up in the past things
Temptation so hypnotizing
I been tryna run away but its so enticing
I see ghosts on the i 9 3 put on my high beams
Why is so hard to just calmly just say what i think
Back then i would have killed for it i wouldn’t doubt it
I couldn’t tell you how much i cared about it
I watched the morning sun stretch out on the mountain
I made sure that i just left the shit the way i found it
Im tapped
Imma tap out im trapped at home
How weird is it when im high im way more rational
And la just kills dreams
Its on me like a silkscreen
Its so warm
When you hold me
Its so close it hangs over me
23 feels so old to me
You dont wanna see what ive grown to be
No i can’t find a reason
All the memories i can’t relive
Just see enemies
But i need friends
Nothing there for me so
Im leaving
Grab my bag keys im home again im alone again
To the colder air im in the moment and im basking
It goes
Nothings really everlasting
I know
I get too caught up in the past things
Temptation so hypnotizing
I been tryna run away but its so enticing
I see ghosts on the i 9 3 put on my high beams
Why is so hard to just calmly just say what i think