Loud

You keep me up past 4AM
And I’m happy sitting on the floor of your bedroom
And you seem to like me, and you talk so quietly, and you speak with subtlety,
like your voice might hurt me
And these parties, I’m not used to them anymore
And you told me all about your sister and your guitars
And you seem to like me, then I’m not listening, and the sky is drizzling,
and I love the rainbow
Just like that, I feel prettier
And just like that, I feel something that I’m way too scared of to ever tell
you about
But I know we don’t talk anymore
I hear it always yelling in my head: «Stop waiting to feel the way you always
have»
And you’re sitting next to me, and I hear you whispering, and it sounds so loud
to me, and I’m still not listening
I’m still me, everything is still the same
I’m trying to find another one to
I know I’ll get bored again
And you’ll get over it
But I’m just not over it
I’m so fucking over it
Just like that, I feel prettier
And just like that, I feel something that I’m way too scared of to ever tell
you about
But I know we don’t talk anymore
Just like that, I feel prettier
And just like that
Just like that, I feel prettier
Just like that