Headache

Three months with me in the bag
You’re already starting to sag
You can feel it and I feel it too
It’s no secret I already knew
I’ll break you if it makes you mine
Don’t mean to, but that shit takes time
I can’t stand to look him in the eyes
He gets high just like you, and I’m trying
So don’t say that I’m not like the others
'Cause I know that I’m so much worse
Don’t say that you’ll love me forever
I know that’s not what you deserve
Can’t blame you for not being honest
I know I can’t handle the truth
Can’t listen to anyone else but myself
So in my head I’ll just think of you
I’m sorry that I still can’t talk to you
Doesn’t feel right anymore
I can’t be alone with these people
I don’t feel like me anymore
I fake it so they think I’m nice
Say I’m cute and a pleasant surprise
I’m really just bored, and I’m tired
I hate him but you’re still not mine
Don’t say that I’m not like the others
'Cause I know that I’m so much worse
Don’t say that you’ll love me forever
I know that’s not what you deserve
I can’t blame you for not being honest
I know I can’t handle the truth
Can’t listen to anyone else but myself
So in my head I’ll just think of you
And I’m tired of looking at pictures of you
And my brain is so heavy with pictures of you
And I’ll sit in my room 'til you finally come through
And I’ll stare at my phone if it proves that you’re there
I know I messed you up I know you don’t care
You say sorry enough, starts to sound like a prayer