Happy Birthday

I don’t like how these party hats feel on my head
It’s way too tight around my chin
My stomach hurts and I’m nervous to see your friends
They’re way too cool to see my childhood room and my bed
And all I wanted was to be mature
And all I wanted was to be your girl
But I’m not
How am I supposed to fix it now?
How am I supposed to feel right now?
What should I have said to them?
You said you’d have me if you loved me back but you don’t
The password in your phone isn’t still the same
June fourteenth 'cause you’d forget the day
Told my mum and she told me
Shouldn’t love someone who can’t remember your birthda-a-ay