Regrets

Are you living for the day?
Or you worried 'bout tomorrow?
When you look in the mirror do you hate yourself?
Always drowning in sorrow
Did you ever have a friend that stabbed you in the back now won’t trust nobody?
Did you ever feel lost put your faith in God then question everything?
(Probably…)
That’s my regrets, I know I can’t control but I always stress
Then I stoop so low till I feel depressed
You can ask me how I’m doing, I’m okay I guess… (Huh)
Procrastinate, waking up late I got all this time to waste
No wait… I should probably try to motivate
Get hyped up quick and drift away
These thoughts in my mind they so sporadic
I really wanna get revenge cause I’m filled with damage
Then when someone comes along and treats me right
It’s too good to be true, so it must be lies
Damn… rather blame the next
Can never be my fault, I’m delusional
(Uhh) this life’s a test and if I have a good day it’s unusual (Fuck)
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets
Ever wonder where the time went?
Wasting it with all the wrong people
Really wanna know where I’ve been?
It’s a dark path, no hope, pure evil
I don’t even know my dad
So sad walked away, I was too little
Without pain can’t change, got a lot on my brain
But I’m doing my best to remain civil
And I can’t pretend
Like I’m waking up happy, I’m not content
I’m still dwelling on my ex, don’t make no sense
We were never meant to be, just please forget… (Uhh)
My anxiety, it’s been killing my soul so quietly
I’ve developed bad habits, can’t compete
The only time I feel alive when I bruise the beat
It’s one step forward, two steps back
Walk in my shoes and I swear you won’t last
Control my emotions, I’m always opposing
I’m ready to pull out the 9 mill and blast
Whoaa! That’s not a joke
The pills don’t work, need a higher dose
Um… what the doctor wrote?
Another prescription? I suppose
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets
Soul searching, I need help
Sitting all alone, I’m tryna find myself (Oooh)
Heartbreaker! I’m saying
These walls, they keep caving
Ain’t no-one around me I can trust
Gotta realize that there is no us
Gotten to the point where I feel so numb
Gotten to the point where I don’t show no love
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets
I know I get lower on the weekends
So true that I should go and make friends
Caught up living with these regrets
Oh no, I can’t escape these regrets