Nothing at All

I pictured a bright future with you in my life
But lately all we ever did was argue and fight
What’s wrong seems right when I did it with you
I’d react but I wasn’t really thinking it through
Had my mind in a funk the last couple of months
You could tell I wasn’t happy I was down in the dumps
I hate to say goodbye can’t believe that you’re gone
Now you’re just another memory I write in a song
Remember that first kiss down by the water?
Your smile could light a city like the 4th of July
Or stuck up in the moment having drinks by the fire
I was home with you girl made me feel so alive
So divine damn fine committed like a wedding ring
Such an inspiration I could trust you with anything
All the hurtful things I said I can’t take back
I wish that I could it’s too late and I hate that
Crushed my heart when you walked out the door
Never stooped so low what is love anymore?
I’ve been dancing with the devil on a whole another level
Praying Lucifer don’t take my soul
Girl I’m gonna miss you just never forget
Even when I didn’t try you still gave it your best
I’m isolated we both had our issues
But life goes on, on this road I guess
We used to have everything
Now we don’t mean a thing to me
What is love? What is trust?
You and I there is no us
We had everything
Now we have nothing at all
We even thought about having a kid one day
Over 3 years together then we went our separate ways
I could tell you that I’m fine but I’m really not okay
We’re suppose to be a team now I’m in a disarray
Fuck relationships I’m done with all this shit
Never felt so hurt karma such a bitch
I don’t need another woman just a rhyme to spit
Get my mind on track and the music hits
Calling me crazy I admit I’m a psycho
Drinking all night long just to ease the pain slow
Calm my nerves I will never surrender
I must persevere cause I know it gets better
I’m my own worst critic I know why you did it
I was so unstable I was mad every minute
I wish I would of listened get some help but I didn’t
I wont loose my vision gotta stay self driven (yeah…)
I was burning bridges so I paved my lane
I can’t change what is done only lessons gained
I was lost without you but not meant to be
I’m annihilated as I watched you leave
Girl I’m gonna miss you just never forget
Even when I didn’t try you still gave it your best
I’m isolated we both had our issues
But life goes on, on this road I guess
We used to have everything
Now we don’t mean a thing to me
What is love? What is trust?
You and I there is no us
We had everything
Now we have nothing at all