Oh Lord

You know I must say
Through the darkest of times
You’ve always been there for me
And I appreciate that
When I get on the mic ain’t no telling what I’m gonna do
Writing out my life Ima spill it right in front of you
About to take flight, ain’t nobody in my rear view
Whole another atmosphere, you’ll never reach my altitude
Chasing down this revenue, smoke another dab or two
Always in my zone, ya’ll know Ima speak the truth
Never one to hate, no debate, Ima make it through
Gotta have faith, find strength or you finna lose
Work around the clock, I don’t ever take a day off
I never feel I do enough, my mind it won’t stop
I overthink and overthink until my brain rot
Lately I’ve been so depressed praying that I don’t flop
If you ain’t showing no respect then it’s bye bye
I ain’t dealing with it if you’re wasting my time
I got a goal, got a dream and I’m about to shine
I’m empathetic, don’t forget it, this is my life
Ask me how I’m doing, I will say I’m fine
I bet that you would never guess that I was lying
I crack a smile but inside I am really dying
At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
Been living on the edge I can tell I’m paranoid
Counselling and meds that is something I’ll avoid
You say you wanna help but only in it for the dollar signs
Here’s a pill, take it on the daily it will ease your mind
Fuck that, you don’t care about our souls though
But they will strip you of your money till it’s all gone
So much they hiding from the public it’s a dark road
Self therapy is what I’m seeking all that I know
Oh Lord, please forgive me for what I’ve done
I’ve been a liar, been a thief, I cheated on one
I still don’t know if I can love I got a long run
These bad decisions having karma come around son
I’m still me, still writing in my notepad
Still lost, still my happiness it won’t last
Until I find my inner peace but the odds stacked
It’s been a struggle everyday, you should know that
Ask me how I’m doing, I will say I’m fine
I bet that you would never guess that I was lying
I crack a smile but inside I am really dying
At war inside my head, I think I lost my mind
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
I’m rolling up this weed because I’m not okay
The people I had in my life all gone away
I say a prayer, these feet they cannot fail me now
Oh Lord, I need an answer, I’ve been reaching out
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
Oh Lord, please come rescue me
Oh Lord, oh Lord, come rescue me
I’ve been fighting with my demons so damn long
Oh no, get away from me
Dear God, I’m asking for forgiveness
Though I’m not perfect, all we are human
I know I’m here to serve purpose
Music has been my calling
Amen