One Last Time

I don’t intend to make things right
But whenever you come around
I’m feeling like the keys of life
Can you take me, take me away from this
Take me away from this mess
I greeted
If we change back time to do things right
One last time
Don’t need to say a prayer for me when I cry
When I need somebody most they just run and hide
Remember growing up it was all scars and lies
But I became a better person from the toughest times
If I could go back once I would say goodbye
Nothing lasts forever only death is promised
I distanced everybody that loved me most
I was going through some shit now I’m paying homage
I was homeless, jobless, lost without options
Then I found a girl that solved my problems
She my Lois Lane I’m her Superman
Now it’s us against the world nobody can stop us
Won’t fade away through the darkest days
Had suicidal thoughts but it’s not the way
I’m put her for a purpose cause my dream awaits
I’m not saying that I’m perfect we all make mistakes
I have a confession I suffer manic depression
I got up in the guilt I was turning aggressive
A blank look up on my face you won’t see no expression
I had to over come my fears now I’m showing progression
My insecurities got the best of me
A life filled with hatred and tons of jealousy
My heart was cold no sense of empathy
Writing til I’m numb this road’s my destiny
I don’t intend to make things right
But whenever you come around
I’m feeling like the keys of life
Can you take me, take me away from this
Take me away from this mess
I greeted
If we change back time to do things right
One last time
Over 3 years homie since you left this earth
I know you in a better place looking down from the heavens
God taking from us without no explanation
This is 25 to life and I’m serving my sentence
And my girl now I’m surprised she ain’t left to
A lot has changed since the first day that I met you
The ugliness inside I ain’t even the same dude
The past don’t change can’t forget what we been through
Lord please help I keep searching for a sign
It’s a dark scary road I’ve been down so many times
But I know I got potential and my dreams are on the line
Doing what they said I couldn’t now they see me on the rise
I’m scared of trying, I’m scared of dying
I’m scared of fame when failure’s all that I know
Psychologically I’m the one to blame
Every friend I ever made always turned to a foe
These voices in my head won’t leave me alone
You’re gonna miss me when I’m gone can’t take anymore
I wanna blow my fucking brains out I’m tired of living
But can’t stop with the vision cause I’m on a mission
Cause a wise man walks a journey on his own
But a weak man always found within a crowd
All I need is a beat and a pair of headphones
Good times I’ll rejoice and make em' all proud
I don’t intend to make things right
But whenever you come around
I’m feeling like the keys of life
Can you take me, take me away from this
Take me away from this mess
I greeted
If we change back time to do things right
One last time