Broken

Yeah
Its a struggle when I wake up
Another battle as I face my scars
All I know is I gotta get my cake up
Wondering how I even made it this far?
Back against the wall but I always stand tall
People love to hate know they wanna see you fall
Lacking motivation lately I’ve been feeling jaded
Everything around me fading don’t know if I’m gonna make it
(Dear God!?)
Think I need an answer!
Why you take another loved one close to us?
I know I made some mistakes had karma take its toll
But my heart is so bruised and my mind is corrupt
I’m like… bleeding, grieving, no one understands
My demons, feeding, got the upper hand
I’m screaming, feening, begging for a chance
Put my life up on the line
Please do not collapse
And…
I wanna runaway I can’t take no more
Thoughts inside my head its a mental war
Know its do or die but I’m on the edge
It goes right for a bit then oh, back to this again
I’m broken so hopeless
Don’t know which way I’m going
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
I’m broken so hopeless
I’m broken so hopeless
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
I’m not dealing with your fake love
You had my heart then you went and done crushed it
Fooled me once then its shame on me
Fool me twice safe to say that your words mean nothing
Insecurities why I trust nobody
You tell me open up then you go start cutting
Hate to be avoided, I was never good with choices
Even though I gotta make one if I don’t then I’ma forfeit
(Oh, my)
Wanna be the best
But my mind plays tricks
Am I Broken? (Yes!)
Am I going through hell cause I’m heaven sent?!
All these memories haunt that I can’t forget
I’m chasing greatness, there is no return
Keep blazing, fading, will I ever learn?
I’m patient, waiting, striking every nerve
Having karma come around guess I got what I deserve
And…
Been down this road before it ain’t nothing pretty
I don’t blame you if you walk away my life is pity
Liar liar, oh no… you can’t keep a promise
I’m sorry I can’t be the one to stop you all from falling
I’m broken so hopeless
Don’t know which way I’m going
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
I’m broken so hopeless
I’m broken so hopeless
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
Getting close to me it might be dangerous
Will I ever rise? I think I’m never good enough
No more trauma please! These voices gotta leave
They tell me all in time but I don’t know what to believe
I’m broken so hopeless
Don’t know which way I’m going
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
I’m broken so hopeless
I’m broken so hopeless
They tell me I need meds just to be okay
Maybe it’d be better if I go away
(Getting close to me it might be dangerous
Will I ever rise? I think I’m never good enough
No more trauma please! These voices gotta leave
They tell me all in time but I don’t know what to believe)