Say Nothing

Living life foot-in-mouth, hurt the ones you care about
Building things to burn them down
And feel the warmth on your face, stall the blood in your veins
You think you lost your way, so fade out
And you swear that you’ll change
But you can’t take it away, lost track of the days
Since you knew that they wanted you to stay
Keep out of the way in a place you can say you’re alone
And half the man you wanted to be
And at night, try to sleep
Close your eyes, grind your teeth
Count every sin as they steal your dreams
Do you know who you are?
You won’t ever get that far
Just stay down, stay quiet, say nothing to me
Just know, one day you’ll end up alone again
And you’ll swar that you’ll change
But you can’t take it away, lost track of the days
Sinc you knew that they wanted you to stay
Keep out of the way in a place you can say you’re alone
And half the man you wanted to be"
I don’t know when I fell so low
My mind takes me places where no one goes
There’s something in the way my heart gravitates
To the lies that I tell myself to guard it from change
So I lash out at everything good in my way
I wanna feel better, I feel stuck here most days
I just wanna be happy in the bed that I’ve made
I wanna be proud of myself
But the way I treat those around me on my worst of bad days
I’ll grow old alone if I never learn to change
I don’t know when I fell so low