To You & Sober Truths

I still hear your voice in the halls of your old home
Where I’m always searching, chasing your ghost
But it’s all that I can do when all my words, they speak to you and sober truths
It’s been so long since I’ve seen you
And the air in my lungs has been heavier since
I’ve found no peace in adjusting for winds
They’ve come to take my hope away to some distant, empty place to stay
So there I’ll stay, a part of me still aches for change
But it’s all that I can do
Everything is emptier without you
The growing void is coming to consume
And I cannot escape it
I still can’t reconcile this truth, that I’ve come undone
I’ve grown astray and then succumb
But it’s yet to stop raining down here
There’s this grey cloud over all I hold dear
And if the flood takes me away to somewhere I can numb the pain, I’ll stay
There I’ll stay, ‘cause I can’t carry on this way
But it’s all that I can do
Everything is emptier without you
The growing void is coming to consume
And I cannot escape it
I still can’t reconcile this truth, that I’ve come undone
I’ve grown astray and then succumb
To everything that haunts my dreams
When I look in the mirror, I don’t see me
They keep saying we look just the same
And we share a name
But I can’t carry that weight
But it’s all that I can do
Everything is emptier without you
I keep memories in pictures of you
And I still cannot face it
I still can’t reconcile this
I just can’t believe you’re gone
I’ve grown astray, I’ve come undone