Scared

Look
I’m overdrafted, I’m hella broke, it’s so drastic
I’ve really had it, it’s so graphic, I’m held captive
Ima slave to my weakness, through the nights I be sleepless
I be thinking, bout my life, and what I’m going through
Verse 1: Metalecalec
It’s winter all year long
Ion feel the heat, i feel The ice upon my feet
I feel the tears down my eyes, I feel the hate up in my heart
I’m blinded by the lies, all around, when I’m in the dark
Had a couple people, they tried to tell me
It’s a cold world, tryna compel me,
Tryna bring me down, deeper then them
I’m so scared, cause my pockets thin
So amarexoc, been redirected
Try to fix it, it’s so pathetic
I’m not protected, by the world
I’m infected by the world
Can’t take this shit, now I’m on the ground
Praying to the gods, I’m way down
Its hella high, my blood pressure
Stress, from all the fears
I try to measure, in the coldest weather
Ion know if I’m built for this,
Ion know if ima really make it
But all I know is I would kill for this
Hook: Metalecalec
You can push me all you want,
You can get crying, in my feelings all the time
I want you to go away, don’t ever come back
I blame you for the pain, that’s been coming by the stacks
Verse 2: Metalecalec
I’m afraid of things like a lot of things
I’m insecure, gets the best of me
But it’s the death of me, it don’t make since
But I gotta vent, beyond me
I’m afraid of my girl, cheating, up on me
I’m afraid of the world, freezing, and I’m frozen
I been knowing, my emotions, they been, taking over me
Like all the time, when I’m broke, can’t afford groc er y
But notice me, a young man, fights a lot on the inside
Tryna make it out, been enslaved, got a lot of scars on his backside
But he tryna guide, for his generation
Provide, still stuck
Filled up at the gas station
Grew it all, self belief
That’s nonstop for the foundation
Get the picture, it’s punctuated
I’m obligated, real shit
Been thru a lot, real shit
And I be feeling like, I’m all alone, up in the dark
My Fears up on the wall, reflecting, like its really art
I got this pen, I got these fillings, it won’t seem to mark
I really think I might be stuck and I might fall apart
Bridge: Metalecalec
I’m overdrafted, I’m hella broke, it’s so drastic
I’ve really had it, it’s so graphic, I’m held captive
Ima slave to my weakness, through the nights I be sleepless
I be thinking, bout my life, and what I’m going through
Hook: Metalecalec
You can push me all you want,
You can get crying, in my feelings all the time
I want you to go away, don’t ever come back
I blame you for the pain, that’s been coming by the stacks