Misunderstood

Misunderstood, but it wasn’t the plan for me
No one understands, nobody would stand for me
Turned to the drugs, but I was forced by the pain
I been crying out for help, They turned the other way
Stuck with myself, thoughts so deranged
I really needed someone, just to explain
What I been going through, shit weighing on my mental
Couple times almost put a bullet in my temple
Then I’m headed straight to Hell, fast, a one way
Ticket but these bitches really wanna see it, okay
You ain’t finna push me, devil done took me
To a place in my brain, and I’ll never feel the same
Done with the pills, they really ain’t helping
You say you can relate but you really ain’t felt this
I’m selfish and I’m stubborn, judge me if you want too
I’m still the kid that be crying in the bathroom
Tears been shedded, kid been neglected
Work so hard cause I know where I’m headed
I been sent the message, they already read it
They left me on seen, cause I really said it
Hook: Metalecalec
Ion even know who to trust right now
I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn
Feeling broke rn, so cole rn
All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn
Ion even know who to trust right now
I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn
Feeling broke rn, so cole rn
All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn
(Breath) I was on broke down, all upon the curb, den u passed me
No one else around, really so hurt, I seen you, den you passed me
Ion even know who to trust right now
I be really tryna go but I’m stuck rn
Feeling broke rn, so cole rn
All the stress on my mind needa smoke rn
(Breath) I was on broke down, all upon the curb, den u passed me
No one else around, really so hurt, I seen you, den you passed me
Verse 2: Metalecalec
I be chasing these dreams, but you call it, unrealistic
So close to the dick, you know you better twist it
So comfortable, in my own skin
You wanna judge me cause I don’t pretend
Moherfuck all the fake shit
I ain’t got the patience
Running out of time
To thin to be wasted
You playing these games, tryna get me caught in it
You really fucking lame, tryna be authentic
All in it, my head, boy feeling dead
You tryna use me but it ain’t a game of chess
I ain’t a girl getting used for sex
And I ain’t, letting you add more stress
Ain’t finna do it, you tryna abuse it
I’ve had enough, trust, ain’t tryna lose it
Tell me wtf you tryna take me for
I been looking in the mirror I don’t see him no more
I really done changed, I ain’t the same
Who is to blame, shouldn’t be a question
You testing me, you hiv
Fuck up out my veins, fuck up out my face
Hook: Metalecalec