Away

My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her
I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves
She took me under instead of me being in the dirt
I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt
Verse 1: Metalecalec
As she dropped me off at the airport, I’m hopping up out of her car
Ready to start, off, too a new beginning
Got my focus, get what I’m giving
She driving off, I’m tearing up
I got self respect can’t give it up
When I’m out in the world gotta tell myself that
Cause the lights is off, and it’s really to black
To dark, to see, cold to feel
Pockets hella broke untill, I get a deal
Till den, I’m stressing, need a couple blessings
Somes gotta give, ima keep pressing
The issue, I miss you, it’s been too long
Working everyday till the break of the dawn
I do it for you, and I do it for the fam
Gotta really make it happen, finna stick to the plan
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Hook: Metalecalec
My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her
I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves
She took me under instead of me being in the dirt
I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt
Verse 2: Metalecalec
Now I’m away, 2000 Miles
Where it’s hella gloomy and it’s called Seattle
I’m with my girl, it’s different here
Still me, still got my fears
They never left, they beside me
Taking over me with anxiety
I be going hella crazy but it’s silently
It’s all mental, entirely
I just check my bank, I’m overdrawn
Idk what to think, can I spawn
To a perfect world, but it don’t exist
I just got job, and it’s the night shift
And ima stock shit, but ima stay wishing
Everything, all of it, only what I’m giving
Need some luck, I don’t need the ethic
I put the time in, you can call me restless
Even breathless, never been arrested
Ima good kid, a lot been invested
If you checking on me, you know I’m working every fucking day
And I can see my future, know it’s coming, nothing in the way
I really got the faith, with nothing in the bank
Hope they feel my passion if they don’t ima really break
I really hope I make it
For my grandma, so she can really say it
Hook: Metalecalec
My grandma told me, that her stress is really killing her
I wanna work, and give her everything that she deserves
She took me under instead of me being in the dirt
I own it to her even tho she really feeling hurt
Verse 3: Metalecalec
I’m bouta move to Vegas, i don’t know how to say this
Ion need new friends, seen to many faces
They be separating people judged by they races
Or by they wages, guess they coming for me when I’m famous
It’s so contagions, but I ain’t fucking with any of that
Plenty of that, cause all around
You betta black it out, you betta not drowned
What I tell myself, keep it heartfelt
Im overwhelmed, with life
Every night, yo words hit me
Every night, know you really miss me
I just reminisce, back to a kid
Back in 09, life was bliss
Now times changed, I’ve grown up
Responsibility’s, don’t shown up
I stay learning, never know enough
You the first person to every call my bluff
Ima pull the car, even tho it’s packed
Ima never think about pulling the plug
Giving up ain’t a option, no
Gotta keep going, no stopping, no