Hostage

Sometimes we stay, when We know that we should leave
We don’t wanna let go, but question it it’s meant to be
Putting ourselves through the worst, just to satisfy the heart
Cause We know how we feel, but we leave it in the dark
Never revealing outta fear, never ending with the tears
Cause We don’t take control, when we really needa steer
We held hostage
No one
Wants to admit it
U really ain’t alone
Lemme pay yo heart a visit
I know what it’s like, to be trapped, strapped down, from ya heart
And these days, there ain’t a map, for them ones with the scars
They can’t see the damage with it being internally
Force to stay but thoughts to leave, this shit is really hurting me
To the point where I doubt myself, really bad for my health
Ion even know but I know whats being felt
I know that they feel it too
I know that they feel it too
Yeah
Hook: Metalecalec
You ain’t the only one, you really ain’t alone
You really tryna break free, can’t do it safely
Verse 2: Metalecalec
As time going on, my patience getting thinner
Cause My heart lost control, and got left in the winter
Now I’m tired of the fighting, and you tired of me lying
We be saying things we don’t mean, that shit be multiplying
Deep down that really ain’t me, when you told me that you hate me
I knew that it was love, in a different kind of form
We hold each other hostage, know it ain’t the norm
Our hearts glued together, never rips from the storms
That’s we be bringing on eachother, last week it was a f5
It really got crazy when you found out, that I lied
Droppped me off at the airport, like goodluck with ya career
But I could tell by tone that it wasn’t sincere
Then you made it back to ya crib
Then busted out with them tears
I was about to catch to catch a flight, then my phone started ringing
I really hit decline, like 5 times, then my heart was beating
I answered on the 6th ring, u told me, please don’t leave
I told you idk, please lemme think about it
Do I got strength to leave, well I really fucking doubt it
Next thing I know I’m riding with u ina car
Just left the airport
There goes another scar
Yeah
Hook: Metalecalec
You ain’t the only one, you really ain’t alone
You really tryna break free, can’t do it safely
Verse 3: Metalecalec
In situations like this, you wonder what to blame
You really should blame ya heart, and every fucking feeling
That’s brings pain, in ya life
You gotta find a way out, time heals everything
If you want strength, then grow it, and leave to them better things
Don’t settle for the less, have ya life in ya hands, understand that it’s a test
Life, keep living through it
It’s really to short, to not live, and just lose it
Hook: Metalecalec
You ain’t the only one, you really ain’t alone
You really tryna break free, can’t do it safely