I Prefer Alive

Will I ever amount, to anything
Will I ever be allowed, to fly and sing
Will I ever learn, from mistakes being made
Will I ever laugh, from perspectives in trade
Maybe so, maybe not, all I can do is try
Some say not enough, for them I have to sigh
Knowing for certain, a death raising curtain
I prefer alive, never fixed when in motion
Will I ever write, a book that sells
Will I ever sing, a song so well
Will I ever catch, the escaping horizon
Will I ever bridge, from my island
Maybe so, maybe not, all I can do is try
Some say not enough, for them I have to sigh
Knowing for certain, a death raising curtain
I prefer alive, never fixed when in motion
Will I ever hear, the rings of the bells
Will I ever escape, outta this hell
Will I ever meet, a seeker like me
Will I ever dream, what nobody can see
Maybe so, maybe not, all I can do is try
Some say not enough, for them I have to sigh
Knowing for certain, a death raising curtain
I prefer alive, never fixed when in motion