Respite

Tonight I can see a peaceful ocean in your eyes.
For once I am breathing heavily there’s nothing rotting on my mind.
I hate the way I was just yesterday facing loneliness, unanswered questions.
I hate the way I’ll be tomorrow when I’ll be back to my fucked up life.
But it’s one of those nights, there’s not any black cloud covering the sky.
As I’m seeing your smile, suddendly I realize it’s gonna be alright.
I’m out of words, and there’s still many things I want to say to you.
I’m always back, right to my daily battles whatever I do.
I’m terrified of losing my grip.
Tonight I can see a peaceful ocean in your eyes.
I am breathing steadily there’s nothing rotting on my mind.
This world hasn’t been made for me,
and it’s hard to fit in.
I get buried in myself but I would get out for you.
I don’t feel like hiding cause I’m not terrified about you and me.
No I’m not scared at all.
Don’t think about those things that once broke you down.