Night Words

I am sure that you know that
I’m doing my best to save you
from the mess raging,
from the mess raging in my head.
I pretended to be strong,
I finally bite the bullet.
Was I right or wrong? I will never know it.
But right or wrong, for now I might regret.
Call me
cause I ran out of distractions.
There’s only one thought in my head.
I might never see you again.
Eyes wide open every night,
I’m stuck with painful memories.
I’d like to end it
at this point there’s nothing left to fix.
I didn’t say anything
when you wanted me to leave.
You are one of the best things
that ever happened to me.