Run Away

Sick of wastin' away in shame
I’ll display my scars for no one
I’ll never speak of the truth again
They’re so fake, mindless nothings…
No more times will they know…
The torture that I know keeps us burning slow
If ever they might care to see my side of it
But who am I kidding though?
Yeah who am I kidding though?
I’ve never felt like this before
Wasted…
I’ve never felt like I couldn’t get away
Run away…
I’m feeling locked down, boxed in a corner
I want to run away someday but don’t know from what
In my head is depression, stressin my every movement
And not to mention I don’t know what the hell I am doing
Think I’m losin it, through with it, don’t know how this happened
My brain’s on a different galaxy, not on this planet
Brain damage, insane damn it, I can’t explain it
I fuckin hate it so save it, nothin I can do to change it
Wind blows… I’m zoned out to my end zone
Plus I got a feeling I don’t know what I am in for
Save your thoughts and your comments and all your info
I don’t need you telling me, helping me, I just still want
Were not the same and you and I got nothin in common
Everything I do confused you, became something of a problem
What I’m involved in, just a name and another column
This is life when it’s tough, you stuck on the fuckin bottom…
I’ve never felt like this before
Wasted…
I’ve never felt like I couldn’t get away
Run away…
We don’t need to know
Anything at all…
First comes the pleasure
Then comes the pain
Why you think sunshine turns to rain?
See the rain, then it pours
See the light go to fall
Live life in a war
Then you die
Then that’s all…