Darkness Within Me

I am nothing more than a
Broken, wasted, tortured soul
I’ve been waiting around for my chance to let go
I don’t seem to understand
Why I’m here to run alone
I’ve come full circle
And I’m losing control
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
(I'm losing all control)
You people bring me down, I want to let go
(I'm fighting for my soul)
And through all of this shit
I hope you die, you bitch
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
I’m losing control
I’m going back to hell
Tell the Devil I’m coming
Blood running down my nose
Please let my life mean something
All these drugs and hoes
Killed me, left me with nothing
Suicide’s been on my mind
And I wish I was fronting
Took a handful of pills but they pumped my stomach
I hate this rotten world
Middle fingers up, fuck it
I walk amongst the damned and hope that I can rise above this
But I was meant to burn for eternity
Lost in darkness
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
(I'm losing all control)
You people bring me down, I want to let go
(I'm fighting for my soul)
And through all of this shit
I hope you die, you bitch
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
I’m losing control
Feeling like I can’t win
Waiting for the call
Climbed up to the top so you can watch me fall
After all I’m here for your entertainment
Kill myself on stage
Watch me blow my brain to fragments
In this life you would’ve had me beg and crawl
The wicked win
The good die
And I’m sick of it all
Now death comes for me
Please, let me rest in peace
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
(I'm losing all control)
You people bring me down, I want to let go
(I'm fighting for my soul)
And through all of this shit
I hope you die, you bitch
'Cause I’ve been down so long, I want to let go
I’m losing control