I Don't Wanna Die

Trying out sobriety
Giving me anxiety
Sizzlin' inside of me
Little kids admire me
I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna die
Yeah, wake up every night with the devil in my eyes
And he’s telling me, he’s telling me, he’s telling me «get high»
He keep telling me «get high»
He keep — yeah
Now days just cloudy, I feel the pressure keep building
And just to get me out of bed I need the masculine feeling
I been depressed, I been upset, I been obsessed with the feeling
It keep on stressin', stressin' me out
Extra extra, just kill me
And we just buried my grandpa last week
Felt fake, it felt like bad dreams
Stay awake at night, I can’t sleep
Keep playing out the last scene
Trying out sobriety
Giving me anxiety
Sizzlin' inside of me
Little kids admire me
I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna die
She’s asking if I love her
Can she by my baby mother?
Only question that she has
Am I seeing any other girls?
I don’t wanna lie
I don’t wanna lie
Yeah, Rebecca and Glory slid in my messages horny
This my confession, I’m sorry
We used protection in morning
After pills, after the party
Then we went separately home
And then you were texting me a recipe for domestic performing
No, no, no, I don’t wanna fight
I just wanna love
But sometimes my dick
Make me be a dog
Trying out sobriety
Giving me anxiety
Sizzlin' inside of me
Little kids admire me
I don’t wanna die
I don’t wanna die