Die Alone

Close my eyes and choke
I can’t cry no more
Fuck these nights alone
I can’t die alone
Drowning in my own regrets
Pills late nights my only friends
Cold heart in my frozen chest
Wait for you to phone or text
All these things you play me for
You want space, then say no more
Things are not the same no more
Broken bottles stain the floor
Scared you will forget my name
Or get new men, I’m second place
Only you can end this pain
Rocky road like Ben and J
Winding down these highs and lows
I get high, I get low
I died a long time ago
Hold my neck
Slit my throat
Lose my eyes and choke
I can’t cry no more
Fuck these nights alone
I can’t die alone
I can’t trust these hoes
No, i just want you home
Yeah, i just want you close
Yeah, taking off your clothes
Yeah its fucked up
Texting me later saying its not love
I feel empty in this hot tub
Full of hot girls
Saying not much
I need you in my life
Close my eyes and choke
I can’t cry no more
Fuck these nights alone
I can’t die alone