Numb

One more pill
One more line
One more drink
One more
I’m so numb
I don’t know
I’m so numb
I don’t know
Look in the mirror
I can’t even look at myself
Living in fear
All I needed was some help
All of these years
I feel like I’m living in hell
I feel like I’m living in jail
I just want to give up and bail
What if I just jump off this bridge
Anybody even call?
My mama tell her I’m sorry
Sorta planed this from the start
Left my bitch and broke her heart
Had to give every one space
And move to a place
And make sure when I pull the plug it don’t hurt you too much
Let the Novocain take over brain
Froze the pain
Froze the pain
Tie me up with rope and chains
Go away, go away
Go away, go away
Won’t explain my poker face, can’t focus with
Used to feel like an open plain
Now I feel like an ocean wave
Washed up miss the olden days
The way we used to look at stars
The way that the world felt like it was ours
Laying in each others arms
Playing with each others hearts
One more pill
One more line
One more drink
One more
I’m so numb
I don’t know
I’m so numb
I don’t know