Downward Spiral

You needed time, but all you searched for was a fast way out
And all I need is the last push to let you go. to set you free
I feel inside, its still there a burning yearning
Though we two will never be one, it’s that shotgun love, so impossible
You kiss my lips and poison my mind
I search for words I just can’t find
For you, these tears fall now without you I am lost
I see your face, you stare at me and walk away
I feel everything so clear when you leave me
I see you with another guy, and everything becomes so clear
You’ve never loved me, all those times you kissed me, you lied. so hard to bear
I throw the dice, on the prowl again, searching for something new
With you still in my head. I’ll probably end up with a gun, all turns to
(blood) red
You kiss my lips and poison my mind
I search for words I just can’t find
For you, these tears fall now without you I am lost
I see your face, you stare at me and walk away
I feel everything so clear when you leave me