Catch 22

Here I am, confused, wondering if I am sane
Can’t remember pleasure, I’m buried in pain
Innocence, long gone, lost in a turbulent past
Images racing, I’ll go out in a blast
No way to get out of this mission
I’m on a short road to my perdition
Tonight my life will end in flames
I know I’m craze therefore I’m sane
I can’t remember how it used to be
This day, my life is over, 'cause I have found my way
Catch 22 is my fate
Whatever I may think and whatever I might see
I am caught in this eternity
And all that I have dreamt since the day that I was born
Will be washed away by the storm
Shattering images controlling me
Morbid thoughts of a future scene
Growing rage is burning in my soul
I am gone forevermore