Heaven

What did you think would happen when we died?
Did you think you would see your loved ones united?
Your mother, your father, your friends, and your lovers?
A life in a flash, a bright light discovered?
There’s nothing here, there is no one waiting
Just embers extinguished and cells permutating
There’s no one here, there is nothing waiting
Just echoes of echoes and heartbreaking silence
Why aren’t you here?
Our life was our last goodbye
No light far and near
It’s all I had feared
There’s no grace in dying
There’s no shame in crying
Just echoes of echoes and heartbreaking silence
Fuck heaven…