I'm Good

I should probably be running back to therapy crying all my tears on a couch
While they analyze everything that’s wrong with me memories burning down to ash
in my mouth
I should probably be drinking ‘til I’m on the street
Calling out your name like a fool with a bottle
Trynna argue with the uber bout quickest route to you but I’m not
My friends wonder why I’m not bleeding and crying
When I say I’m wishing you well
They tell me for all of the shit that you put me through, I should be giving
you hell
But I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should b mad but it’s all love
I should, maybe I should
I hope you find what you’r made of
I hope you find out the world’s alright
I should be mad but it’s all love
‘cause I’m good, oh I’m good, yeah I’m good
I should probably be searching for a remedy
Bringing back a stranger to my bed
Waking up the next day asking for a first name
Pop a couple pills for the holes in my head, I should
I should probably be erasing all our history
Hoping that when karma comes around it’s a bitch
Like the one you were to me ‘til the day you set me free
But I’m not, I’m just not
I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should be mad but it’s all love
I should, maybe i should
I hope you find what you’re made of
I hope you find out the world’s alright
I should be mad but it’s all love
‘cause I’m good, oh I’m good, yeah I’m good
I’m good, better than ever baby
I’m good, better than I’ve ever been
I’m good, better than ever baby
Oh I’m good, yeah I’m good
I’m good, better than ever baby
I’m good, better than I’ve ever been
I’m good, better than ever baby
Oh I’m good
Well I can’t say I wouldn’t change a thing
You got a heart shaped like a fist
And I won’t miss you throwin' punches
I should probably be talking trash
Calling out your ass in a song on the radio…
But I hope you smile when you wake up
I hope you dream when you close your eyes
I should be mad but it’s all love
I should, maybe I should
I hope you find what you’re made of
I hope you find out the world’s alright
I should be mad but it’s all love
‘cause I’m good, I’m good, I’m good
I’m good, better than ever baby
I’m good, better than I’ve ever been
I’m good, better than ever baby
Oh I’m good, yeah I’m good
I’m good, better than ever baby
I’m good, better than I’ve ever been
I’m good, better than ever baby
Oh I’m good
And one more thing
Before you fade away
Before I’m your ex-life memory
I can’t say I wouldn’t change a thing
I can’t say I’ve made it past the pain
I may hate the things you did to me
I may wish we never meet again
But I thank you for everything
Thank you for everything
Everything’s gonna be ok