My Fixxation

I try to fix it
But nothing ever sews the wound
No regret, only second nature
I try to break it
But nothing makes a fucking sound
Why do I feel like I’m sinking deeper
I try to fix it
But nothing ever sews the wound
No regret, only second nature
I try to break it
But nothing makes a fucking sound
A soulful dance, just another teaser
Caught in a callous
Sickening sound of a
Life crashing downward
Broken by fate
Hardened by blood
Lined by the pedals of torture
The cold is crippling
Eyes locked in mortal brace
A chance to leave or consumed by hunger
A crescent heart
Unto a mortal drug
The future told me you won’t get closer
Caught in a rut
Of casualties and masturbation
A simple touch cannot help me this time
Until I’m done
I’ll have no way of knowing
If I am dead or just fucking sleeping
Lure me slightly closer now
I feel the tragedy lifting
Bringing the closure
Never satisfied from what was truly mine
Will you ever fix me?
Fix me
Don’t leave me rotting in place
Fall into the sky again
No idea I could be so ugly
I am only trying to feel
How I was when I saw this coming
Fall into the sky again
No idea I could be so ugly
I am only trying to feel
How I was when I saw this coming
I saw this coming the moment I awakened
The sweet departure of my faith
Fine lines banish me
Fine lines banish me
From being someone who smiles in disbelief
Fear lingers in silence
Pestilent stories keep me
From heaven’s keep
I wonder how sweet is the mere
Sun beneath my fingertips
A blackened soul has no feeling of death
Only memories of his release
I wonder how sweet is the mere
Sun beneath my fingertips
A blackened soul has no feeling of death
Only memories of his release