From Chaos to Solace

I am so sick, so torn
So desperately unreasoned
The harder that I push the faster it comes beating me down
Forgot the touch, the lust, the love, the shine
I can’t keep caging my true human design
The bastard of woe
I’ve come from hell to purify the lie that shows
I want you to know of this evil inside
That keeps fucking up my mind
A desperate addiction from chaos to solace
By the light I will close my eyes
Do I have the honor to enslave
All my weaknesses inside a vial of broken glass
Will my soul be erased to make room
For the motor, that churns my blood
I am the death machine
Do I still have you
Can you trust my mistakes
What if I told you this was the last time
As I’m piling the bodies, would you still believe my lies
Believe my lies as I’m piling the bodies 6 feet high
I knew you’d trust me if I said that I’ll never kill again
If I said, that I’d never kill again
I’m not sorry
For the life I have ruined
To achieve my spiritual completion
To a life of torment
Blood splattered devastation
May my stature reach the heavens
I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my failure
Blood splattered devastation
May my stature reach the heavens
I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my father
Blood splattered devastation
May my stature reach the heavens
I’ve been cured by a righteous world of shit
That claims to be my savior