The First Time

No matter how you explain it
It doesn’t look good
From where i’m standing
You can shuffle the blame up
We know it could
Be a bumpy landing
I don’t know, guess u wanna go out
And be with People
While you scream and shout
Oh why did i never doubt
If you only believed all the lies that you told me
I wouldn’t even mind
It’s true all u believe if you lie to me only
I couldn’t be so blind
I knew that to decieve
You would try to control me
It wouldn’t be the first time
Don’t even think that you mean it
You try to tell the truth but that’d be boring
A better version you’ve seen it
Who better than you to sell the story
Don’t tell me 'bout the places you go
And be with people that i’ve seen before
Oh why did i wanna kno
I remember the days exactly
Memory is a haze just ask me
Wonders never amaze me
They just get me down
It wouldn’t be the first time