Ideal Waste Of Time

I must have been blind
I missed all the signs
The hints and the clues you gave me
You think its a game
Where no one’s to blame
And you can decide to save me
And now
When everythings touch and go
And you push
The buttons that make me slow
Till i stop
The pain I can understand
But i can’t know everything
If everything is suffering
I don’t kno what you had in mind
Is this your ideal waste of time
I don’t know what your here to find
Maybe It’s not much but it’s still mine
It must be the end
You told all your friends
Your very own version of things
Don’t like to complain
Your not even sane
And that’s being kind and flattering
But now
When everything’s on the run
And you walk
All over me just for fun
Til' you stop
The pain I can understand
But I can’t know everything
If everything is suffering
Maybe I try to have my doubts
Maybe I live with my withouts
Whatever I lose I’ll lose again
What’s a little fire in all this flame