Is This the Life

It starts in the afternoon after we’ve downed a few
We argue for an hour then soak for two
You ask me about the future and what I think it’ll bring
I freeze up and can’t think of a single thing
Is this the life that you wanna live
I’ve given you all I possibly can give
I wonder why the hell you’re still here with me
This isn’t how I wanted things to be
You ramble on about the way that I make you feel
And that nothing I say, nothing I do is real
Let’s hope by tomorrow all memories of this are gone
I guess all you needed was someone that you could lean on