Genuine

You must think that I’m invincible
I can’t feel pain, that I can’t hurt
You must think that I’m strong enough
To take the heat from all your words, you’re wrong
Well, I’ll be honest, your name looks different now
And when I think of you, my chest gets tight
When I’m sinking in your ocean, waves crash down
My heart keeps pounding, but I’ll never hear that sound
I’m calling your rescue team to gather will or drown
You like to sink me at the bottom
Reaching up, I beg
But the truth is I don’t care, no
I deserve this even if I’m out of breath
I’ll dive for nothing if nothing is the only thing you want from this
You’ll bury me with your regret
But I wished that I was wrong
You’ve discovered that you really cared
That the girl from your number
Told me «Sorry, all these ships have sailed»
I’ll kill to be genuine
Genuinely more than you could ever wish
You’d wish for me again, you’d wish for me again
I breathe you in, I shut
I’m sinking down farther than I’ve ever been
Back before I knew what you were thinking
I breathe you in, I shut
I’m sinking down farther than I’ve ever been
Back before I knew what you were thinking
I breathe you in, I shut
I’m sinking down farther than I’ve ever been
Back before I knew what you were thinking
I will never be the one you want
But I’m learning how to live with that
Remember to remember me
Remember to be genuine